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Everything Is Broken

Everything Is Broken

“Everything is broken, yet much remains.” ~ Stone Person There’s this atheist Australian comedian I really love named Tim Minchin. He’s funny and vulgar and smart, but he also annoys me. He has this energy that is common among atheists (not all atheists, to be clear) of disdain for anything that hasn’t been thoroughly...

Expand Your Definition of Love

Expand Your Definition of Love

I went to Dragon Hollow today. Climbed up the stream bed with two bags, filled them both with stones. Carried them down again and put them in my car. When I got home, I lined part of the garden path with them. Garden photos later. First I want you to know what happened in...

About That Abyss and The Walking Through Thereof

About That Abyss and The Walking Through Thereof

It’s been on my heart to post an update to my post about walking through the valley of the shadow of death. The Abyss. The Void. Your Own Personal Hell. Whatever you call that screaming, snotting, sobbing, lonely part of the healing journey that nobody can do for you and that doesn’t actually feel...

Healing Is Fucking Hard

Healing Is Fucking Hard

Look, I don’t know how to say this in a way that hasn’t already been said a thousand times, but I need to say it anyway. Healing is fucking hard. I wish, for your sake and mine, that it were all about showing up and letting someone else pull oracle cards and shake rattles...

Sex, The Universe, And Everything

Sex, The Universe, And Everything

Have you ever had really great sex? Like, the sort where you and your partner(s?) are just completely connected and in the moment? Where your attention is so focused on each other that you notice every detail. Each sigh. Each shiver. Where your hands and lips and body move just exactly to the right...