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Why I Changed My Name to Fen

Why I Changed My Name to Fen

Hey Fen, Why’d you change your name? And why “Fen”? Sincerely, So Many People Dear So Many People, Short version, I’m a serpent (a wingèd one) shedding old skin. Or a butterfly emerging, if you prefer less reptilian analogies (I don’t, but whatever). Long version, my old name, “Heather” has never fit. All my...

About That Abyss and The Walking Through Thereof

About That Abyss and The Walking Through Thereof

It’s been on my heart to post an update to my post about walking through the valley of the shadow of death. The Abyss. The Void. Your Own Personal Hell. Whatever you call that screaming, snotting, sobbing, lonely part of the healing journey that nobody can do for you and that doesn’t actually feel...

Healing Is Fucking Hard

Healing Is Fucking Hard

Look, I don’t know how to say this in a way that hasn’t already been said a thousand times, but I need to say it anyway. Healing is fucking hard. I wish, for your sake and mine, that it were all about showing up and letting someone else pull oracle cards and shake rattles...

Sex, The Universe, And Everything

Sex, The Universe, And Everything

Have you ever had really great sex? Like, the sort where you and your partner(s?) are just completely connected and in the moment? Where your attention is so focused on each other that you notice every detail. Each sigh. Each shiver. Where your hands and lips and body move just exactly to the right...

Grandma Leaves Me Coins

Grandma Leaves Me Coins

This post was originally written for my old blog under my old name at heatherhead.com. I’ve brought it over here because it’s a part of my spiritual journey, an early awakening to the ways in which we can communicate with other planes of existence. My grandmother calling me to a new path. Here it...